Thursday, February 11, 2010

room for debate.

every time i want to buy something for myself that i don't need, i always have to think realllllly long and hard about it. for weeks on end. i like to browse things online when i'm bored at work, and sometimes i'll click my size, fill out the shipping info, and then when i get to the credit card part, i "X" out of my box. HAHAH. i ALWAYS do that when i look at stuff online. i guess it's good that i'm not an impulsive decision maker, because i'd have all this crap for myself that i'd end up regretting.



Lately, God's been reaffirming my belief that there is no coincidence with Him. everything that happens in my life is planned and predestined, according to His will--just gotta trust, you know? I was really stressed out the beginning of January because i knew my current job would be cutting my hours to only 5 a week...and making minimum wage, that don't cover nothing! So, for an entire week, i couldn't get much sleep and didn't eat; i even didn't go to vegas with my family because i was so stressed out. But, after that week, i felt a calmness come over me. i didn't know why at that time, but i just wasn't stressed anymore. i felt like everything was going to be ok. i felt like God was going to provide, and that i just needed to trust Him--and He has provided. It's not by coincidence. It's not by chance. It's by God's grace. Thank You.

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