obviously, i have a lot of time on my hands since i teach less than 3 hours a day...this leads to a massive amount of thinking to myself, in my head (aka boredom). this can't be too healthy for me because i think i become paranoid of certain things and then i keep rethinking that paranoid thought over and over and over again into different scenarios and then i become even MORE paranoid about it....and yeah, you get the idea.
if i could have any superhero power it would be the ability to read minds. it sounds kinda stalker-ish, but i would only use it in order to benefit myself or other people...you know, kinda like when someone's-in-danger situation. but, then again, i wouldn't limit it to just that. don't you hate it when you're DYING to know what another person's thoughts are like? what they really think about a certain person or situation. so many times i find myself literally hurting to know what's going on inside someone else's head. i don't know if it's because i'm nosy, or if i'm insecure, or if i'm just crazy. i hope it's not because i'm crazy. i'm pretty sure its a combination of the fact that i'm really curious and really insecure. the search for solidarity in life can sometimes feel like a dog chasing its tail, but it's something that needs to be done. within that search, there's the wishful hoping of the superhero ability to read minds...
it pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day
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